Anonymous asked: has anyone called you out on your disorders? what did they say? do people actually say things behind your back about them? are you sure? or are you just paranoid/over exaggerating? you seem to really be affected by people around you. why do you care what they think? even if they say something rude/mean why so urgent to defend yourself? do you really hold yourself in such a high position that you actually care what people think? let it go. they are not worth it.

I don’t know if you actually care or you’re just curious, but I’ll fill you in: of course people have called me out on my disorders. I wouldn’t be talking about it if it hadn’t already happened to me. Yep, people have talked about me behind my back too. If you really want the details, people ask why the fuck I’m so special. “She’s not special, why does SHE get special treatment?” “She’s a liar, she’s just lying about being sick.” “She can’t be sick, she doesn’t look sick, she’s probably just doing it for pity or attention.” “Why is she gone so much, is she on drugs?” ALL of those have been said either to my face or behind my back. No exaggerations. I’m not affected by strangers, but I’m urgent to defend myself because some people won’t stop harassing me if I don’t nip it in the bud. Am I sure? Oh, gee whiz, I don’t know, it’s just my life and all! (I’ll admit that was a little harsh, but that was a bad question). I’ve been letting things go more and more every day, you’d know that if you knew me. And if you want to come around here again asking for the DETAILS of how people have said things to hurt me and then ask me if I’m EXAGGERATING, you won’t get an answer. If you want to know the details of my personal life, you’re going to have to ask nicely, and you’re going to have to stop making assumptions.